Analyzing my poem "Does anyone hear me" by Brandee Marie Darden.

                                            Analyzing my poem "Does anyone hear me"? by Brandee Marie Darden. Date of blog episode: Friday, October 28th, 2022!  

Intro to my blog!! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka the Blogger Queen herself, it's Brandee Darden here and welcome back to an all new blog episode! I am so happy to have y'all on a new blog post! How's my fandom doing today? I hope everyone is doing well and amazing! If not, that's okay! Everything will be okay! Take some deep breaths and forget about everything! Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday! Before I talk today's blog episode and Wednesday's blog episode, I want to talk about my day yesterday! Yesterday, I felt depressed and overwhelmed! I wasn't overwhelmed about any of the blog stuff! I was just overwhelmed about the other things that is going on in my life but my Blogger Dreamers, please whatever y'all do, please don't worry about me! I love y'all so much and I am going to be okay! On Wednesday, I talked about analyzing the song "Only Human" by WayV! I love the song and the lyrics behind that song so much! We are only human beings that makes mistakes from time to time and that is okay! We aren't born "perfect" and I know that I am not perfect! I am a human being and I am not afraid to admit that I am not perfect and I make mistakes! For today's blog episode, I will be talking about my poem "Does anyone hear me" by yours truly, Brandee Marie Darden! In this blog episode, I will be talking about when I was writing this poem, what was going through my mind? Why was those things going through my mind? What is this poem all about? Why did I write this poem about? When no one is hearing me and they are "ignoring me", how does it make me feel? Why does it make me feel a certain way? If someone is ignoring you or not listening to you, what is my advice? Why would I give that advice? Now, without any further ado, let's get started! Shall we? We shall! 

Talking about my poem! How was I feeling when I was writing when I wrote this poem? Why was I feeling when I wrote this poem? 

On Friday, December 3rd, 2021, I wrote a poem called "Does anyone hear me"? By: Brandee Darden. The poem goes a little something like this: "Does anyone hear me"? by: Brandee Darden. 

"Does anyone 

hear me? Does 

anyone seeing how 

am I feeling? 

Does anyone 

care about me? 

Should I give 

up now? Why 

do I feel like 

this? I feel 

like I should 

give up but I 

can't! I feel 

like when I 

talk to 

certain people, 

I feel like 

I am talking 

to a brick 

wall! I wish 

I had people 

who would 

listen to me!
You have to 

be there for 

yourself! Don't 

worry about 

other people"!

-Brandee Darden

Month and date that I wrote my poem on: Friday,

12-3-21. I love this poem so much! This poem is so true to the point! I mean, when no one won't listen to you or be there for you, you honestly to be there for yourself and I realized that I need to be there for myself more than anything and I have to stay strong for me and no one else!! How was I feeling when I was writing this poem? When I was writing this poem, I was feeling like I had no one being there for me and it was hard for me! I had to learn to be there for me and support myself and love myself for who I was and I didn't mind that at all! Why was I feeling when I wrote this poem? The reason why I was feeling the way I was feeling when I wrote this poem is because I guess at that time, I felt ignored or something was going on in my brain and I can't explain why! When I can't explain what was going on in my brain, it is hard for me because I get frustrated and it is so hard for me to the point I felt like I have to explain myself at times!! 

What was going through my mind? 

When I was writing this poem, what was going through my mind? When I was writing this poem, the first thing that was going through my mind was how are people going to relate to this poem? I feel like I try to make my poems as relatable as possible and I know how it feels to be ignored! Being ignored hurts so much especially when you are trying so hard to express how you feel towards someone and telling them how you are feeling and they completely ignore your feelings! The second thing that was going through my mind was when I was writing this poem, I was feeling heartbroken and hurt because I really know how it feels to feel ignore! I was writing this poem from the heart of heartbreak and hurt! I know when it feels like no one isn't hearing you and it hurts you! I know that feeling and that feeling is horrible! The third and final thing that was going through my mind was how was the poem going to relay a message? Usually, when I write poems, I want them to always convey a message and I want to people know that it is okay to be there for yourself and it is okay to depend on yourself because if you depend on yourself, it shows that you are very strong and that you love yourself for who you not for anyone else! 

Why was those things going through my mind?

The first thing that was going through my mind was how was people going to relate to this poem? The reason why this was going through my mind was because I wanted to make my poems relatable and I know the feeling of being ignored and not people hearing about your feelings! It hurts! When people don't listen to how you feel and why you are feeling this way and instead of people acknowledging how you are feeling, they completely ignore it which is very ignorant of them and quite frankly, it is very stupid of them as well! The second thing that was going through my mind when I was writing this poem was I feeling heartbroken and hurt! The reason why I was feeling heartbroken and hurt is because I know how it feels when someone brushes your feeling under the rug! That feeling sucks so bad! When someone doesn't see how you are feeling and they "acted" like you didn't get hurt by them, they don't seem to care which sucks so much for you because all you want is someone to listen to you and care about you! The third thing and final thing that was going through my mind when I was writing this poem was how was I going to relay or convey this message and the reason why it was going through my mind is because when I write poems, I want my poem to convey a message not to have a message to it all! Through this poem, I want people to know that you can love yourself when no one else doesn't love you or when someone isn't listening to you, you have to listen to yourself and be there for you! 

What is this poem all about? Why did I write this poem about? 

What is this poem all about? This poem is all about  when you feel like people aren't listening to you or acknowledged that you are feeling a certain way because they think the other person is "always" fine but deep down inside we are hurting! Tell people that you are hurting because if you keep it in, then you will explode! When you don't tell people how you are feeling, it is going to hurt you in the long run! If you tell that person how you are feeling and they decide to ignore it for any reason at all whatsoever, just know that you told someone how you are feeling and you got that out of the way! I rather tell someone how I am feeling instead of holding it in! It is not good for your mental health at all and I rather tell someone than not tell that person at all! It is good to get off my chest than not off of my chest at all! Why did I write this poem about? The reason why I write this poem about is because if you told someone how you are feeling but they chose to ignore it, that's fine! At least you told someone and I hope and pray that they will acknowledged your feelings and not ignore you! If any of my Blogger Dreamers are getting ignored, I am here if anyone needs someone to talk to! I will listen no matter what and free judgement here! No judgement isn't allowed here!

How does it make me feel? Why does it make me feel a certain way? 

When no one is hearing me and they are "ignoring me", how does it make me feel? When someone is hearing me and they chose to "ignore me" and my feelings, it make me feel hurt and my heart is breaking! When someone chose to ignore me and my feelings, I am honestly hurtful but I have realized you are going to have real people who care about you and you are going to have fake people who don't care about you at all and that's why you need to learn how to love yourself and be there for yourself no matter what! Always be there for yourself no matter what because if you are there for yourself, then it shows that you are strong and you got this no matter what! Why does it make me feel a certain way? The reason why it makes me hurt and my heart is breaking is because I am a human being and I deserved to be heard, not ignored! I deserved to have my feelings not being ignored! Everyone's feelings deserves to be invalidated, not ignored! Always listen to someone who needs someone to be there for them no matter what!! 

My advice! Why would I give that advice? 

If someone is ignoring you or not listening to you, what is my advice? If someone is ignoring you or not listening to you about how you are feeling, here is my advice: my advice is get a notebook or a journal and write down your feelings and your thoughts! Journaling is your new best friend and it would help you tremendously and another piece of advice if someone isn't listening to you and not being there for you, listen to music! Listening to music will help you with your thoughts and your feelings! You have to be there for yourself and if music helps you wash how you are feeling, then listen to your favorite type of music! Don't let the only person's ignorance dictate how you should when you are being ignored! If you let them dictate how you should, it would hurt you and don't let them hurt you! Listen to your favorite music and hopefully, your feelings being sad would go away! Why would I give that advice? The reason why I would give that advice is because I feel like if you write or listen to music to get rid of how you are feeling, the other person would see how you don't need them after they blowed you off like that! You don't need someone who would blow you off like that! If that person decided to ignore you, you ignore them! Don't let that person's actions affect you because every of my Blogger Dreamers is absolutely amazing and don't y'all ever forget that! 

In conclusion/ Tip of the day/ Challenge of the day! 

In conclusion, if someone decides to overlook your feelings and not care to hear you how you are feeling, then they aren't worth your time! People who ignores you how you are feeling or not caring how you are doing, then that's their problem, not yours! You have to be there for yourself and not worry about how anyone is feeling! If that person or people want to ignore how you are feeling or they won't hear you, that's on them, not on you! You are much better than them and you can get through whatever you are going through! Always believe in yourself no matter what! Here is my tip and challenge of the day! My tip of the day is if people don't want to hear you and how you are feeling, just know that person never cared about you in the first place! They never cared about how you were feeling and they don't care about you at all! If they decide to ignore your feelings, ignore their feelings and give them the same medicine that they gave you! My challenge of the day is go up or through text message, tell someone how you are feeling and see how that person will respond? If a person responds, they care and if they don't, they are stupid and they don't care about you! 

Alright, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your blogger queen herself, Brandee here to remind everyone that y'all have reached the end of today's blog episode! This blog episode wasn't supposed to be sad but it suppose to have a powerful message to it and that message is: If anyone isn't listening to you about your feelings, then don't worry about them because they aren't a true friend and they never cared about you! Don't worry about those people who don't care but worry about those people who care about you because they are worth your time! For today's quote of the day, it goes something like this: "Don't be stubborn when things don't work. You need to learn to try other methods." -Moon Sang-tae. I love this quote so much because if things don't work out, there is always other things that could work for you! Just because you did one thing, doesn't mean there is nothing for you to do! Don't give up trying! You got this! I hope everyone will have a great or had a great day! Please, stay safe and hydrated! Always remember our slogan: "Dream big! Don't give up on your dreams"! Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday! I will see y'all on Monday on my 2nd blog page where on Monday, I will be doing my very first Halloween blog episode! OMG! So exciting! Stay tuned and I love y'all so much! This Blogger Queen is out! Peace! ✌💚

Today's quote of the day! I love this quote so much! Such an amazing quote and I just love it!! 

My poem about "Does anyone hear me"? by me aka Brandee Darden! 

"Without saying 
anything, 
you said 
everything". 
-Bliss. I love this quote because when someone shows their facial expression or their body expression, it shows that they don't care and that they will never care! It shows it all and it shows how of an ignorant person they are! I'm just saying! 

"Distance doesn't 
separate people. 
Silence does".
-Jeff Hood. I love this quote because when you do talk to people about your feelings and they sit there in silence, it shows how much they don't care and they will never care! 

To end today's blog episode, here is this week's song of the week which is "Only Human" by WayV's rapline! I love this song so much! It is such an amazing song and very meaningful! I love it so much! 

Analyzing the song "Only Human" by WayV!!

                                           Analyzing the song "Only Human" by WayV! Blog episode by: Brandee Marie Darden! Blog date: Wednesday, October 26th, 2022! 

Intro to my blog!! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka the Blogger Queen herself, it is Brandee here with an all new blog episode! Welcome back and I am so happy that y'all can join me on an all new blog post! Happy Wednesday or in other countries, Happy Thursday! How's everyone doing today? I hope everyone is doing well and amazing! If not, that's okay! Everything will be okay! Take a deep breath and breathe in and then, breathe out! Everything is going to be okay!! Before I talk about today's new blog episode, I will do a recap of Monday's blog episode! On Monday, I talked about my poem "Somebody you thought you could trust". It is so hard to trust a lot of people these days because once they stabbed you in the back once, there is a possibility that the same person would do it again and you don't want to risk that chance because once that person hurts you the first time, there is a second chance or even third chance that they might do it again and you don't want that person to be your friend again! Don't give people anymore chances! Just saying! Take it from me because I know! For today's blog episode, I will be analyzing the song "Only Human" by WayV! In this blog episode, I will be talking about when I listen to this song, what does it remind me of? Why does this song remind me of that thing? Which lyrics stood out to me? Why does those lyrics stood out to me? What is the meaning behind the lyrics? Why is there meaning behind those lyrics? In life, we make mistakes and that is okay! What is my advice if any of my Blogger Dreamers made mistakes in life? Why would I give that advice? Now, without further ado, let's get started! Shall we? We shall!! 

Talking about WayV! What does this song mean to me? Why does this song mean a lot to me?  

WayV is a Chinese group under the company called SM entertainment and Label V! There were 7 members which those members was Kun, Ten, WinWin, Lucas, Xiaojun, Hendery, and Yangyang, but unfortunately, Lucas isn't apart of this group because he did something wrong which I really don't want to talk about because I am not going to bash Lucas for what he did! The members who sang in this song was Yangyang, WinWin, Lucas, and Hendery! This song came out on June 9th, 2020 which was two years ago! I love this song so much! I think they did so good on this song and it tells a beautiful story behind it! What does this song mean to me? This song means a lot to me! The title itself tells that we are human and that we are not perfect! Yes, we make mistakes and I had made mistakes in my past which I am not proud of but at the end of the day, I am a human being and I am not perfect! I would hold myself countable for my actions and my past mistakes, but my mistakes made me the person that I am today and I am proud of who I am! We are only human beings that go through a lot each day and we don't give up because life might be hard but we got this! Why does this song mean a lot to me? The reason why this song means a lot to me is because in my life, I had made mistakes in my past which like I said, I am not proud of that but I am a human being! I make mistakes in my life before and those mistakes are apart of who I am and those mistakes are part of my history! I will gladly take my mistakes and close a chapter of my book call "mistakes"! I might mistakes in my life, but I am a human being and I am going to make mistakes in my life! Every time I make those mistakes, I will always hold myself countable no matter what!

What does it remind me of? Why does this song remind me of that thing? 

When I listen to this song, what does it remind me of? When I listen to this song sometimes, it reminds me of or think of the lies that I have told myself before! It reminds me that it doesn't matter if I am okay or not or if I tell someone that I am okay, but they say "you're not", then I am lying to myself and I hate lying to myself that I am not okay! I am only human and I do make mistakes! When we make those mistakes, it makes us feel guilty and this song reminds me that I am only human and it's okay not to be okay but it is not okay to lie to yourself! Why does this song remind me of that thing? The reason why it reminded me of or think of the lies that I told myself before is because when I lie to myself, everything is fine but when I lie to others, it kills me because I don't want people to know that I am hurting or struggling! I rather tell lies about me being okay but I am a human being who deserves to be heard and I deserve to be listen to, not ignored! I am a human being who has feelings but sometimes, people ignore my feelings and it wrong of them!

The lyrics!  Why does those lyrics stood out to me?

Which lyrics that stood out to me? The lyrics that stood out to me from the song "Only Human" by WayV is where one of them sing "Shui zhang wo zhen li someone testing me took my energy" which translates to "What's the difference here between me and you who holds the truth someone testing me. Took my energy". Another lyric that stood out to me is "Don't you know I'm only human. Si nue pai shan dao hai not only human" which translate to "Don't you know I'm only human. Ranging Mountains and falling into the sea not only human". The first lyrics is talking about someone is telling the truth while the other one is lying and taking someone's energy from them and when someone lies to you, it takes the breath and energy out of you because they just lie to you and that kills you! The second lyrics is talking about I am only human! Why does those lyrics stood out to me? The reason why the first set of lyrics that stood out to me is because when someone is telling you a lie, it can take your energy out of you and you don't know what to say or what to believe because people can hurt you in a heartbeat! It was like in my blog on Monday about someone you thought you could trust, you thought you could trust someone but instead, they not only lie to you, but they also show that you can't trust them which is so sad! It is hard when someone is telling a lie or the truth! The reason why the second lyric stood out to me is because we are human and that we make mistakes, but that doesn't mean you have to lie about everything or stab someone in the back! When you go behind someone's back that you might include as a friend or even a family member and when that person hurts you, you are dumbfounded because you don't know if you want to talk to them anymore or not! I understand that we are only human, but you have to be careful what you do when it comes to a friend or even a family member!

The meaning behind those lyrics! 

What is the meaning behind the lyrics? The meaning behind those lyrics is in the beginning, it starts out with "Jing zuo 

zai ri luo 

all I know 

is how to hide 

man shi huang 

yan de shi dai" which translates to "sit still in the 

sunset All I 

know is how 

to hide an 

era full of lies". Now, this lyric and meaning behind these lyrics by itself literally means you are sitting and looking at the sunset and someone has been lying to someone probably most of their time together which is not good at all! The second lyrics goes like "Xin Fei bu  zhi xiang 

Shui kai bu shi zai 

zhuang ku er shi gen 

ben mei ren zai" which translate into "I don't know who to open not pretending to be cool but no one is there". Basically what is someone saying there is you don't know who to open to and you are not pretending to be cool but no one isn't there for you which is really sad! These lyrics are so meaningful and they are so meaningful! What these lyrics are trying to say is no one isn't there for us and you don't know who to open up to because we are human and with us humans, we are dealing with our own problems as well but sometimes, we push our problems away to try and help someone else in need but that's our own mistake because when we try to help someone else out, we don't get the same help which is so sad! 

Why is there meaning behind the lyrics? 

The reason why is there meaning behind the lyrics is because when you try to open up to people but they are not listening to you, it feels like you are wasting your breathe by trying to tell someone how you are feeling but that person who you thought you could trust isn't listening to you or when someone you thought you could trust is telling you nothing but full of lies which sucks! When someone tells you nothing but lies, it sucks! It hurts you to the core! When someone tells me a lie, it hurts me! I mean, if it is a little white lie, I can brush it off but if it is a big lie, then I can't brush it off because if you tell me a big lie, then we are done and I won't talk to you anymore because your lie hurt me and I can't talk to you anymore! 

My advice! Why would I give that advice? 

In life, we make mistakes and that is okay! What is my advice if any of my Blogger Dreamers made mistakes in life? Here is my advice to my Blogger Dreamers who had mistakes in life: if you made a mistake in your life, that's okay! We all make mistakes in our life time! We are not perfect in any way shape or form! We are human beings and we are going to make mistakes in life! I know that I made mistakes in my life plenty of times by trusting the wrong people, being there for people when they are sad or depressed, but does that mean I hold myself accountable for my mistakes? Yes, I do! I do hold myself accountable for trusting the wrong people and being there for people who aren't there for me! If you ever make a mistake in life, always hold yourself accountable and move on from the situation! Why would I give that advice? The reason why I would give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers is because in life, I realized that I made mistakes and I am still learning about life! I am still learning about how to get through life and I realized that people are going to hurt me but I also realized that I am going to make mistakes along the way and to me, that's okay because I know that I am accountable to my mistakes and I am not perfect and I will never be perfect! I know that I can hold my mistakes and own them and say that I am very sorry and I will do better from here and onwards! I am that type of a person who owns her mistakes and I am very apologetic about it! No matter how many times I apologize, I will always feel bad about my mistakes!! Don't beat yourself up for the mistakes you made and just hold yourself accountable and move on! 

In conclusion/ Tip of the day! 

In conclusion, "Only Human" is a very meaningful song and the lyrics are very powerful and it holds a story behind the lyrics! When someone tells you a lie, you can either forgive them or not depending how big the lie is! You will make mistakes in your life, but you have to learn from those mistakes and move on from those mistakes! Learn from those mistakes and move on! Don't continue to beat yourself up over it because it could of been a simple mistake! It's okay! Squash it and learn from it! We are only humans and we make mistakes! We are human and we make mistakes! Move on from those mistakes and be the bigger person! My tip of the day is move on from your mistakes! Write down what you did and burn it! That's how you move on from your mistakes! We are human and we make mistakes! Don't continue to hurt yourself over a simple mistake! Move on and be happy! Leave it in the past! Please! Thank you so much! I love y'all! 

Alright, my Blogger Dreamers! It's the queen of blogging here reminding everyone that y'all have reached the end of today's blog! Just remember that we are ALL human and we make mistakes! It's fine! Don't fret over it! Move on and don't be upset over it! For today's quote of the day, it goes something like this: "I'm done with being someone who is needed by others". -Moon Gang-Tae. I love this quote because when you are there for someone but that same person isn't here for you, you are fed up and you don't want to be there for anyone anymore because that person or people stopped being there for you! Stop being there for people who isn't there for you! You don't deserve that treatment! I love y'all! Happy Wednesday or in other countries, Happy Thursday and always remember our slogan which is: "Dream big! Don't give up on your dreams"!! I love y'all and stay safe! Stay hydrated! This blogger queen is out! Peace! ✌💜

Quote of the day! I love this quote so much! Such an amazing quote and so relatable!! 

Some of the lyrics to the song "Only Human" by WayV!! 

"Don't live in the past, 
thinking about mistakes 
or changes you made.
Think of your life as a 
book, move forward, 
close one chapter and 
open another. Learn 
from your mistakes, but 
focus on your future, 
not your past". 
-Unknown. I love this because if you live in the past, it going to bring you down and it will make you sad! Move on from your past and focus on your future because your future is more important than anything! 

If I listen to "Only Human" by WayV on Spotify, this is what would look like! I think this song is so good and so meaningful! It is such a good song!! 

"Nobody's perfect. 
We make mistakes. We say 
wrong things. We do wrong 
things. We fall. We get up. We 
learn. We grow. We move 
on. We live".
-Unknown. I love this quote is because we aren't perfect! We do the wrong things without the consequences! We fall but we get up from those mistakes! We grow from those mistakes and we learn to move on and we live! That's what we do as humans!! 

Analyzing my poem "Someone you thought you could trust" by: Brandee Darden!

                                        Analyzing my poem "Someone you thought you could trust" by: Brandee Darden! Date of blog episode: Monday, October 24th, 2022! 

Intro to my blog! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka the Blogger Queen herself, Brandee here and welcome back to an all new blog episode! How's my Blogger Dreamers doing today? I hope everyone is doing well and amazing! If not, that's okay! Everything will be okay! Happy Monday or in other countries, Happy Tuesday! I hope everyone had an amazing weekend and if not, that's okay! Everything will be okay! It's a brand new week and we can start fresh! Before I talk about this week's blogs, let's talk do a recap and talk about last week's blogs! On last week's blogs, I talked about my favorite outfits by IU, my go to jewelry slash my favorite jewelry, and  the outfits for fall! Part 2: plaid edition! On Monday, I talked about my favorite outfits by IU! IU is a singer and she wrote a song "Lilac". She wore a purple dress and a plaid jacket with a white shirt, a red skirt, white lace socks and black high heals! I love the the purple dress so much! I thought she looked absolutely gorgeous in those outfits! I also love her in the outfit she wore in "Hotel Del Luna". In one episode, she wore a black long sleeve shirt with a blue jean skirt with dollar signs, black boots, and a hat. I loved the outfits so much! On Wednesday, I talked about my go to jewelry slash my favorite jewelry! I love my diamond necklace and my BTSXARMY necklaces so much! I also love my three bracelets as well! Those pieces of jewelry mean a lot to me! On Friday, I talked about outfits for fall! Part 2: plaid edition! If anyone knows me, I love plaid so much! Plaid is my favorite thing to wear and I would wear it all year long if I had to! I loved the outfits that I picked out! They are so cute and so pretty! I love it so much! For this week's blogs, I will be talking about my two poems, "someone you thought you could trust" and "does anyone hear me"? I will also be talking about analyzing the song "Only Human" by WayV!  Now, without no further do! Let's get started! Shall we? We shall! 

Talking about today's blog episode! Why did I decide to talk about this kind of topic? What did I choose for the song of the week? Why did I chose that song for this week? 

In today's blog episode, I will be analyzing my poem "Someone you thought you could trust" by Brandee Darden aka me! In this blog episode, I will be talking about when I think about the word "trust", what comes to mind? Why did that thing come to my mind? What is the meaning behind my poem? Why is there meaning behind this poem? When I thought I could trust someone, but I can't because they broke my trust! How does that make me feel? Why does it make me feel this way?? If I have any advice about when you thought you could trust that person but you can't, what would my advice be? Why would I give that advice? Why did I decide to talk about this kind of topic? The reason why I decided to talk about this kind of topic is because sometimes, people don't realize that other people can hurt your feelings and they also break your trust as well! Sometimes, it is hard to trust people these days because they hurt you and broke your trust and it is not right for you to go through that at all! What did I choose for the song of the week? For this week's song of the week, I chose "Only Human" by WayV! This song is such an amazing song and we are only human because we make mistakes and we are not perfect! Why did I chose that song for this week? I chose this song by WayV because it is such an amazing song and I just love it so much! I will be talk more about it on Wednesday, so stay tuned! 

Talking about my poem! What is this poem all about? Why is this poem all about? 

On Wednesday, October 27th of last year, I wrote a poem called "Someone you thought you could trust". I love this poem so much and it goes something like this: "Someone you thought you could trust" by Brandee Darden. 

"Someone you 

thought you 

could trust, 

Hurt you! 

I wish they 

could understand 

how bad they 

hurt you so 

Bad! I wish 

they could 

understand what 

you did to 

them! When 

you thought 

you could trust 

that person, but 

in reality, you 

can't trust 

Anyone because 

they will hurt 

You! Never trust 

anyone at All"!

-Love, 

Brandee D. I love this poem so much! This poem is so true! I wish someone could understand what they did to you because they hurt you! You didn't hurt them but they hurt you and I wish they could see what they did to you! In their eyes, they didn't do anything wrong and they didn't hurt you but in reality, I know deep down inside, they know that they hurt you and hopefully one day, they will see how bad they hurt you! What is this poem about? This poem is all about don't trust people again! Never trust the people who hurt you! It is hard to trust them ever again! Why is this poem all about? The reason why I wrote this poem all about don't trust people again because what if they hurt you again? What if you trust that person again but they broke your trust? Don't trust people because there is a probability that they might hurt you again and don't go through that again! 

The word "trust". Why did that thing come to my mind?  

When I think about the word "trust", what comes to mind? When I think about the word "trust", I think about people who won't stab you in the back and they will continue to support you no matter what but when they stab you in the back and they might of said some awful things, your trust for that person or that people is automatically out of the window and you can't trust that person or people anymore because of what they did to you! It can take years to rebuild your relationship with that person or people! Be careful who you trust! Why did that thing come to my mind? The reason why that thing come to my mind is because when you trust someone, you trust them with your life and your heart and praying that they won't break your heart like a boyfriend or girlfriend or even a friend but when your boyfriend or girlfriend told you "I cheated on you", your trust for them is gone and you end the relationship right there! Like I said "Once a cheater, always a cheater". Never stay with a cheater! When a friend stabs you in the back, don't stay with that friend and move away from that friendship! It's not worth it! I had these same situations happen to me before and they are horrible! I didn't like that feeling of my trust being broken and I felt betrayed! It was awful!! 

The meaning behind this poem! Why is there meaning behind this poem? 

What is the meaning behind my poem? The meaning behind this poem is when people don't see what they did to hurt you and loose your trust, in their eyes, they are not wrong for not hurting you and they think "I didn't hurt you" but deep down inside, they feel guilty and they are hurting because you are hurting! When someone hurt you because of something that they did, your trust for them is out the window and you can't trust them again because they might do it over and over again and it hurts you! It might take a mental toll on you but you try to move on and forget what they did, but it is so hard because they broke your trust and they messed up big time! Don't trust the wrong people! Why is there meaning behind this poem? The reason why there is meaning behind this poem is because when a boyfriend goes up to his girlfriend and tells her "I'm sorry but I cheated on you", the girlfriend lost faith in the boyfriend and you can't never trust them ever again or the girlfriend said the same thing to the guy, y'all lost faith and trust in that relationship and it can't be restored because you lost trust in that person who you thought you could see your life with but unfortunately, it is not happening! When a friend says something like "I said some awful things about you" and they said the awful thing about you, your trust for that friend is out of the window and you could never look at them again or they might start rumors about you and you can't trust them ever again! Don't trust the wrong people because they will hurt you and will continue to hurt you over and over again! Don't trust the wrong people! Trust the right people!! 

How does that make me feel? Why does it make me feel this way? 

When I thought I could trust someone, but I can't because they broke my trust! How does that make me feel? When I thought I could trust someone but they broke my trust, it hurts me so much! A woman like me who has trust issues, it is so hard to trust people because I had trust people over and over again, but those people hurt me so much and it hurt me so much to the point where I was crying! I can't trust people at times because I have been stabbed in the back too many times and I will never trust a person who hurt me over and over again! Nope! I would stand my ground and show that person that I will never trust that person ever again! Why does it make me feel this way? The reason why does it make me feel this way is because when you give your heart and feelings to that person, you thought "they are going to be there for me no matter what" but, that's not the case! Once someone broke my trust, good luck getting it back because I will never trust you ever again and that's a fact! I will never trust people who broke my trust! #sorrynotsorry

My advice!! Why would I give that advice? 

When you thought you could trust that person but you can't, what would my advice be? When you thought you could trust that person, but you can't, my advice is if that person begs you to forgive you and wants them to trust them again, don't trust them again! If they continue to hurt you over and over again, they are going to keep hurting you and you don't need that in your life! It is not worth having those type of people hurting you because they are bringing you negative energy and they are bringing you down and you don't need that! Don't trust anyone who hurt you!! Why would I give that advice? The reason why I would give that advice is because when people hurt you not once, not twice, not three, but maybe four or five times, you lost faith in that person and you never want to trust that person again because they hurt you and that is so sad that you lost faith in them and they don't care if they hurt you or not which is awful of a person!! 

In conclusion/ Tip of the day! 

In conclusion, trusting the wrong person or people can hurt you mentally because if they did something to you to make you lost trust in them and they hurt you, don't trust them ever again! Don't ever them bring you down ever because if you trust them again with your life and your heart, you are trusting the wrong person and you don't need to do that! Never trust the wrong person and trust the right person with your heart and your life as well! If that person isn't there for you and supporting you, you don't need them! They aren't worth your time or tears, so don't cry over them! The only person who you need to trust is yourself and that's it! The only person who you need to be there is yourself! Don't let the people who you can't trust bring you down, they are NOT worth it! My tip of the day is don't bring those people who hurt you and you thought you could trust! Those people aren't worth being trusted anymore! Don't ever trust the wrong people! I love y'all, my Blogger Dreamers!! 

Alright, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your Blogger Queen here reminding everyone that y'all have reached the end of today's blog episode! Today's important lesson is to never trust the wrong people! Trust the right people that would be there for you for the right reasons, not the wrong reasons! Don't look at person and say "they look nice". Get to know the person and see if you can trust them or not! For today's quote of the day, it goes like this: "Being selfish isn't always a bad thing. Try to only think about your happiness when things are too stressful". -Nam Ju-ri. I love this quote so much because you need to focus on yourself and focus on what makes you happy! Don't get stressed out because something isn't going in your way! It's okay to be selfish every once in a while! Focus on what makes you happy and don't get stressed out! I hope everyone will or had a great day! Happy Monday or in other countries, Happy Tuesday! Oh! Don't forget our slogan: "Dream big! Don't give up on your dreams"!! I love y'all so much and I will see y'all on Wednesday!! This Blogger Queen is out! Peace!! 💙✌

Quote of the day! I love this quote so much! It is such an amazing quote! Such a relatable quote!! 

My poem! I love this poem so much! Such an amazing poem!! 

It's Hard 
To Trust People 
These Days. Yes, it is so hard to trust people these days because you don't know who is there for you or who isn't and you don't know if someone has your back or not because you don't know who to trust these days or not!

Every Time I Trust 
Someone New, 
They End Up 
Reminding Me Why 
I Shouldn't Trust 
Anyone At All! Every time I try to talk to someone new or be there for people, I can't open up or talk to someone because I have a hard time trusting people and trusting people is hard! 

I Don't Trust Words 
Anymore. I Only Trust 
Actions. People Can 
Pretend To Do A Lot 
Without Being 
Serious About It. Actions speak louder than words and if you show me actions, then I might believe you but until then, I won't believe you or trust you!! 

Song of the week is by WayV! I love this song so much because we are only human and we make mistakes at times and it is okay because we aren't perfect!! 

Analyzing my poem "Letting your feelings attack you" by: Brandee Darden.

                                       Analyzing my poem "Letting your feelings attack you" by: Brandee Darden! Blog episode on Friday, October 7th, 2022!! 

Intro to my blog!

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka the Blogger Queen herself, it's Brandee here and welcome back to an all new blog episode! How's my fandom doing today? I hope everyone is doing well and amazing! If not, that's okay! Everything will be okay! It's a brand new day and you get to start fresh! Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday! I hope everyone is staying safe! Before I get into today's blog episode and talk about Wednesday's blog episode, I want to thank every Blogger Dreamer who has been supporting me on my blogging journey! Without y'all, I honestly don't know where I would be without y'all! Number of readings don't matter to me but what does matter to me is the message of each blog episode that I do! Every time I talk about a certain topic, I want to get my message across! For example, for today's message; it is going to be, it doesn't matter if you are feeling sad or happy or even anxious, it's okay to feel a certain way! Your feelings can attack you at any moment and you don't know how you are going to feel! On Wednesday, I talked about analyzing the song "Changes" by XXXTentacion! The moral of that message is every person changes, whether they are changing jobs, houses, or they might of falling out of love with that person and their attitude changed because they are not in love anymore! There are good changes but there is also bad changes as well! The bad changes can hurt a person but at the end of the day, you can get through those changes and the good changes can be good for person! Always believe that those changes can come out good or bad, depending how you are handling the situation!! For today's blog episode, I will be talking about my poem "Letting your feelings attack you" by Brandee Darden. In this blog, I will be talking about what is this poem about? Why did I write this poem about? When I said "The feelings that you have can attack you at any moment", what do I mean by that? Why do I mean that? When I let my feelings attack me, especially when I am sad, how does that make me feel? Why does that make me feel that type of way? If I have any advice about how to handle your feelings, what is my advice? Why would I give out that advice? Now, without further ado, let's get started! Shall we? We shall!! 

Talking about my poem! When I was writing this poem, what kind of emotions was I feeling at that moment? Why was I feeling those emotions at that very moment? 

On Tuesday, July 5th of this year, I wrote a poem called "Letting your feelings attack you" by Brandee Darden aka me! It goes something like this: "Letting your feelings attack you" by Brandee Darden. 

"Letting you feelings 

attack you can make you 

happy or sad, depending how you 

want to feel! When you are 

happy, you laugh and you smile 

whereas when you are sad, you are 

down and you are constantly 

crying which stinks! The feelings 

that you have can attack you 

at any moment! Your feelings can 

hurt you! Don't let your sad 

feelings attack you because if 

you let your sad feelings attack 

you, it will bring you down! Always 

be happy... No Matter What!!!! 

-Love, 

Brandee Darden!!! I love this poem so much! This poem holds a special place in my heart! You don't know how you are going to feel throughout each day! One minute, you can be totally fine and happy but the next minute, you can be crying and having a mental breakdown! Each day is different and you never know what each day could bring! When I was writing this poem, what kind of emotions was I feeling at that moment? When I was writing this poem, the emotions that I was feeling was sadness, happiness, and so much more! When I was writing this poem, there was times where I felt happy or there was times where I felt sadness which is hard for me to feel! There are times where I want to cry because what if someone doesn't like my poem or sometimes, I feel happy because I ended up having a good day! Your emotions can through you a curve ball and don't expect it until it happens! Why was I feeling those emotions at that very moment? The reason why I was feeling those emotions at that moment is because with me, I never know how am I going to feel each day? Some days, I am happy or there are some days where I am sad to the point where I am crying! There are days where I want to mute my messages because I don't want to talk to anyone! You never know how you are going to feel each day which is sad because you want to feel happy not sad! You want to smile and laugh, not cry and not talk to anyone! You never how you are going to each day until that emotion comes to you!! 

What is this poem about? Why did I write this poem about? 

What is this poem about? This poem is about how you want to feel or letting your feelings attack you! When you want to wake up in the morning, you want to feel happy and just smile to the world, but there are days where you don't feel as happy or you don't want to smile because something is bringing you down such as maybe a past memory or something might be bothering you to the point where you want cry and not wanting to talk to anyone at all! I will have days where I am about to have a mental breakdown because of something that is bothering me or there would be times where I feel sad because I feel like no one isn't there for me which is a horrible feeling because you never want to feel like no one isn't there for you and all you do is cry! With me, I never know how I am going to feel because there days where I "act" like everything is fine but deep down inside, I am not fine and I wish I had someone look into my eyes and tell me "You're not fine" and gives me a hug! I wish I had that! Why did I write this poem about? The reason why I wrote about how you want feel or letting your feelings attack you is because some days are a mystery and you never know which each will bring you and you just pray that today or the next day is a good day! You never know who is going to be there for you to cheer you up!! Sometimes, you have to get through each day knowing that you have to be there for yourself and only for yourself! It's okay to be selfish! You can be selfish if you want! That's okay! 

What do I mean about that? Why do I mean that? 

When I said "The feelings that you have can attack you at any moment", what do I mean by that? When I said "The feelings that you have can attack you at any moment", what I mean by that is sometimes, your feelings can switch off! One moment, you are happy and the next moment, you are sad! You never know what each day to day could bring because you could be feeling anxious about something or you could be feeling happy because of something! You just never know how you are feeling because each day is different! Each day could bring different emotions! Why do I mean that? Why do I mean by your feelings can switch off is because you never know if you are going to have anxiety or if someone is going to be mean to you and that could set you off! You just have to take it day by day and week by week! Everything will be okay!

My feelings! Why does that make me feel that type of way? 

When I let my feelings attack me, especially when I am sad, how does that make me feel? When I let my feelings attack me, especially when I am sad, it makes me feel down and I wish I had better control with my feelings! When I feel sad, I feel like I can't help myself but when it comes to other people, I can help them! It is hard to not feel sad for yourself but you want to help other people with their emotions! When I feel sad, I want to cry but when it comes to other people, I want to help them! When I feel happy, I would post on my social media a lot but when I am sad or not in a good mood, I usually don't post a lot and it makes me feel sad! It hard for me when I feel a certain emotion but I can't help but feel that emotion! Why does that make me feel that type of way? The reason why it makes  me feel down and I wish I had better control with my feelings is because I hate when my friends or family see me down! Not only it hurts me, but it hurts them as well! I don't like when my family or friends see me sad! It breaks my heart! I know that each day can be different and I know that each day can bring light! I know not to ever give up on anything!! I know that my feelings are precious and I need to treat each day like it is my last and not worry about anything that would bother me! 

My advice! Why would I give out that advice? 

If I have any advice about how to handle your feelings, what is my advice? If have any advice about how to handle your feelings, my advice is just take it day by day! If you are feeling sad or depressed, do something that you love to do to keep your mind off of things! Do things that make you happy! Don't be sad because everything will be okay! Your feelings is like a light switch! One minute your happy, then the next minute, your sad! It is okay to have these feelings! It's okay to have a bad day! Everyone has those bad days every once in a while! Sometimes, it can be hard to handle your feelings but my Blogger Dreamers are much stronger than that! Don't ever give up because y'all got this!! Why would I give out that advice? The reason why I would give out that advice is because sometimes it can be hard to handle your feelings and yes, your feelings can be a light switch at times, but everyone has there hard days but that's okay! You are going to make through that hard day and you are going to be okay! Don't give up! 

In conclusion/ Tip of the day! 

In conclusion, sometimes, your feelings will attack you and you don't know what each day could bring! It might bring you sadness or happiness or it might bring you anxious, but one thing for sure is that everyone's emotions are different! Everyone handles there emotions differently and that's okay! My sadness might be different from someone across the world! I am a crier versus someone isn't a crier and that's okay! Some people might stay calm during different situations such as someone yelling at them versus me where if someone yells at me, I would start crying! Everyone's feelings are different and that's okay! With me, never yell at me because I would start crying! Here is my tip of the day! My tip of the day is treat each day differently! Your feelings might be different each day but don't give up on your feelings! It's okay to feel happy or sad or even mad! Someone might made you mad, but that's okay because it is okay to feel mad! You have every right to feel any emotion that you want to feel! That's up to you!! 

Alright, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your Blogger Queen, Brandee here to remind everyone that y'all have reached the end of today's blog episode! For today's message, it is your feelings are going to attack you and you don't know if you are going to be sad or happy or even mad, but that's okay to feel those types of emotions! If you feel happy or sad or even mad, write down things that make you happy or sad or even mad! You have every right to feel every emotion that exists! Take it day by day and never give up! For today's bible verse of the day, it goes like this "If God is all you have you have all you need". -John 14:8. I love this bible verse a lot because God has worked miracles in life and I am so blessed to have friends who are there for me, family who loves me, and so much more! Right now, God is all need and I am so thankful for him! I hope everyone will have a great day or had a great day, wherever y'all might be at in the world! Always remember our slogan: "Dream Big! Don't Give Up On Your Dreams"! I love y'all and Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday! I will see y'all on Monday where I will posting new blogs on my second personal blogging page! Stay safe and this blogger queen is out! Peace!! ✌💙

Today's bible verse of the day!! I love this bible verse so much!! 

My poem about "Letting your feelings attack you". It is okay to feel mad at someone who you hurt! It's okay to feel hurt when someone broke your heart! It is okay to feel happy about something that you did! You have every right to feel these type of emotions!! 

"Even the strongest 
feelings expire when 
ignored and taken 
for granted". 
-Unknown. I love this quote so much because when people ignore how you are feeling or they take you for granted, it hurts you so much!! You done a lot for that person but when they hurt you, it bothers you! Never let anyone hurt you or take you for granted!! 

"Feel what you need 
to feel and then let 
it go. Do no let it 
consume you". 
-Dhiman. I love this quote so much because sometimes, we let our emotions get to us and the emotions consume us! We don't need to do that!! Never let your emotions consume you!! 

To end today's blog episode, here is the song of the week! The song that I chose for this week is "Changes" by XXXTentacion. I love this song so much! Such an amazing song and I love it!! 

Analyzing the song "Changes" by XXXTentacion!!

                                    Analyzing the song "Changes" by XXXTentacion. Blog episode by: Brandee Darden. Wednesday, October 5th, 2022! 

Intro to my blog!! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers! Happy Wednesday or in other countries, Happy Thursday! Its your girl aka your Blogger Queen, it's Brandee and welcome back to an all new blog episode! How's my fandom doing today? I hope everyone is doing well and amazing! If not, that's okay! Everything will be okay! Just take a deep breath and breathe and tell yourself that "everything will be okay and God will lead you the way" he will! Before I jump into today's blog episode, I would love to talk about Monday's blog! On Monday, I talked about my poem about "My sisters". I am very blessed and grateful to have biological sisters, bonus sisters, and friends who are like sisters who you are in my life and who have been there for me since I could remember! I love each and one of my sisters so much! They mean everything to me and I don't know where I would be without them or without their support! For today's blog episode, I will be talking about analyzing the song "Changes" by XXXTentacion. In today's blog episode, I will be talking about when I think about the word "changes", what comes to mind? Why does it come to my mind? What are something or some things that I would like to change about my life? Why would I like to make those changes to my life? If I have any advice about making any changes in your life, but you are afraid, what would my advice be? Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers? Now, without further ado, let's get started! Shall we? We shall!!

Talking about the song "Changes"! What does this song make me think of? Why does this song make me think of that thing? 

When I listen to the song, "Changes" by XXXTentacion, this song makes me think of a girl falling out of love from guy and the guy doesn't understand why she is falling out of love with him and why her attitude is changing! I had that happened to me several times! People change and it is not a good feeling when people change and the reason why I say that because I had people who I thought I could trust, show their true colors and show me that I couldn't trust them anymore which sucks but at the same time, I am glad that they show me their true now than later! Why does this song make me think of that thing? The reason why this song make me think of a girl falling out of love from the guy and the guy doesn't understand why she is falling out of love with him and why her attitude is changing is because people fall out love a lot and their attitude changes along the way which really sucks because you think to yourself "they are never like that and something is up". You get a gut feeling and you know something is up and your gut feeling is telling your boyfriend or girlfriend changed and you know that your gut feeling is right! Always listen to your gut feeling because your gut feeling is always right!! Just saying! 

The word "changes". What comes to mind? Why does it come to my mind? 

When I think about the word, "changes", what comes to mind? When I think about the word "changes", I think about good changes that could happen in your life or changes that aren't good at all! Good changes could be changing jobs and a bad change could be when your boyfriend/ girlfriend or husband/ wife falls out of love with you and their attitude is changing because they don't love you! I had a moment in my life where my ex boyfriend had falling out of love with me and he was my first boyfriend ever and I also had a moment where I have falling out of love with my 3rd boyfriend! It wasn't best moment in my life, to be honest with y'all! Sometimes, when people fall out of love, they will notice your attitude changing and that isn't a good feeling at all! Changes can be good as well! All changes don't have to be bad! Changes can good whether it is changing jobs or getting a new puppy and changing the household because of getting a new puppy! Sometimes, new changes are good and bad changes are bad! Why does it come to my mind? The reason why it comes to my mind is because changes can be good in your life or bad, depending how you look at it! People can change in front of you one minute and then, the next minute they are doing something that you weren't expecting it! Changes are good or bad, depending on the situation!! If it is a bad situation, it can hurt some people and that's not good at all!! 

The changes that I would like to make in my life! Why would I like to make those changes to my life? 

What are something or some things that I would like to change about my life? The thing or things that I would like to change in my life is never let people ruin my happiness! I want to be happy and I deserve to be happy but I let certain things bother me that makes me down on myself and I let it ruin my happiness! I need to stop letting people ruin my happiness and ruin me being happy! The second and final thing or things that I would like to make in my life is being down on myself! Ever since I could remember, I will always be down on myself and it is not the best feeling in the world and I need to stop that! Why would I like to make those changes to my life? The first reason why I like to change in my life is never let people ruin my happiness is because I let people say something wrong to me and I take it the wrong way and I let it ruin my happiness! I need to live for myself and find my happiness within something which is blogging! Blogging is my escape and I love blogging so much! The second and final reason why I would change in my life is being down on myself is because I would be so down and hard on myself that I would start to second guess myself at times and I need to stop that! 

My advice! Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers? 

If I have any advice about making any changes in your life, but you are afraid, what would my advice be? If I have any advice about making any changes in your life, but you are afraid, my advice is don't be afraid to make those type of changes in your life whether it is good or bad! You need to make changes that you are happy with and don't let other dictate your choice about your changes in your life! Some people want to see you fail but your family and friends want to see you succeed and you will succeed! Make the changes that is right for you, not for anyone else! Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers? The reason why I would give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers is because you don't need to make other people happy by pleasing them but you need to make your own decisions and be happy within yourself! Don't let anyone dictate whether you are happy or not because you are the only person who can decide if you are happy or not!! Don't let anyone dictate for you or not if you are happy because you are only person who can make that decision or not! 

In conclusion/ Tip of the day/ Question of the day? 

In conclusions, changes can be good or bad, depending how you look at them or what kind of decisions you make in your life? Changes can either be a good thing or a bad thing! Don't let anyone tell you that those changes that you are doing in your life is wrong because it might be right for you! If you think making those type of decisions for your life and those changes are for you, stick with it! Don't let anyone tell you differently! You need to make yourself happy! If you have children involve, you need to make sure that your children are happy and you as well! Always make sure that your children are happy because if your child or children isn't happy, then you need to change something that will make your child or children happy! Here is my tip and question of the day?! My tip and question of the day?! My tip of the day is make the right changes in your life because those changes can make and break your life and you don't want those changes in your life break your life! Always make the right decisions no matter what! My question of the day is what kind of changes would you make in your life? Why would you make those kind of changes in your life? Sound off in the comments down below and let me know what changes would you make in your life??

Alright, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka the Blogger Queen herself, Brandee to remind everyone that y'all have reached the end of today's blog episode! I hope everyone enjoyed today's blog episode for today! Make the right changes for yourself, your life, and if you have children, make the right changes for your children as well! Change can also make or break relationships as well! If you are in a relationship, always include your spouse as well! Never leave them out of it! For today's bible verse, it goes like this: "Don't be afraid. Just believe". -Mark 5:36. I love this bible verse a lot because never be afraid of something that might happened in your life! Always believe in what God has in store for you because you never know what God can do for your life!! I love y'all and never forget our slogan: "Dream Big! Don't give up on your dreams". I love y'all and Happy Wednesday or in other countries, Happy Thursday! Please, stay safe and I will see y'all on Friday where I will be talking about my poem "Letting your feelings attack you". This Blogger Queen is out! Peace!! ✌💜

Today's bible verse of the day!! 

"Changes" by XXXTentacion. A song that you can listen to on Spotify or YouTube! This song has a powerful message to it and I love it a lot! 

"The secret of 
change is to focus 
all of your energy, 
not on fighting the 
old, but on building 
the new".
-Socrates. I love this quote so much because you need to focus on the good changes and not focus on anything else!! 


 

"You can't change 
someone who 
doesn't see an issue 
in their actions". 
-Unknown. I love this quote a lot because if people can't see what they are they doing, you can't change them! Don't change them because if they aren't willing to see what they are doing to hurt you, don't worry about them because they aren't worth your time!