The blogs that I like/ Which one was hard to talk about?

                             The blogs that I like/ Which one was hard to talk about? By: Brandee Darden. Monday, February 28th, 2022!! 💚💚

Intro to my blog!! 

Hello, my Shinning Star Butterflies! Is it Monday already? OMG! Last week flew by really quick! That's unbelievable! I hope everyone had an amazing weekend and I hope everyone have an amazing week ahead! If you didn't have a good weekend, I hope you have a good week ahead and I hope everyone stays safe! Happy Monday or in other countries, Happy Tuesday!! On last week's blog episodes on my makeup slash fashion blog page, I talked about the outfits that I would wear on dates, the makeup looks that I would do on dates, and my favorite outfits and the outfits that made me the most confident! If I had to pick my favorite blog post from last week, I think I would pick the outfits that I would wear on dates! The reason why I picked that blog is because the outfits that I picked are absolutely fabulous and when you are going on a date like a beach date or to a movie theater date, you want to dress comfortably and you want to impress your date a little! I think the outfit that I picked for the beach which was a grey dress with pockets and sandals with diamonds on the sandals is such a cute combination together!! On this week's blog episodes, I would be talking about the blogs that I like/ which one was hard to talk about, my future job, and analyzing the song "Dynamite" by BTS! Who is excited about these blogs! I'm so excited! For the song of the week, I picked "Dynamite" by BTS! The reason why I picked "Dynamite" by BTS for the song of the week is because it is such an upbeat song and it reminds me of when I want to get a group of friends and just hangout together and have a fun time together! 

Talking about my blog for today and why I chose that topic to talk about?? 

For today's blog post episode, I will be talking about the blogs I like and which one was hard to talk about? I will be talking about if I had to pick a blog or blogs I like and which one was the hardest to talk about? Why did I pick that blog post or posts as my favorite and why was that blog post was hard to talk about? What is the significance behind the blog post or posts as my favorite and the significance behind the blog post as the hardest to talk about? Why are those blog posts so significant to me? Before I get started on this blog post, I just want to say a prayer for Ukraine and what they are going through right now! My heart goes out to the people who lost loved ones or even got injured. I can't imagine what people are going through right now! Make sure you love your loved ones and make sure you hug them tight and you tell them that you love them because tomorrow is not a guarantee.  Always love your family and your friends! Please! I love my mom, my dad, my step mom, my siblings, my step siblings, my friends who are like family to me, my Shinning Star Butterflies, and everyone else in my family! I love everyone so much! Now, let's get started on this blog! Shall we? We shall! Why I chose that topic to talk about? The reason why I chose to talk about the topic talking about the blogs that I like and which one was the hardest is because I want to share my thoughts about the blogs that I like and which one was hard for me to talk about! I want people to know that me being a blogger, I can be my own critic at times as well because at times I get in my head and I always wonder if people are going to like it or if they are going to dislike it, but I always get feedback and it feels so good to know that people enjoy my blogs and enjoy them! It truly makes me happy and to know that I have people who are supporting me from the United States to the Netherlands to Canada to India to so many more places! It means a lot to me!

If I had to pick a blog or blogs that I like better and which one was the hardest to talk about? Why did I pick that blog post or posts as my favorite and why was that blog post was hard to talk about? 

If I had to pick a blog or blogs that I like better, which blog or blogs do I like better? The blogs that I like better is my goals for 2022 and talking about my blogging experience from last year. It is so hard to pick a favorite but these two pull at my heart strings. These two meant a lot to me! When I was typing my blog for my blogging experience from last year, I was thinking to myself "How did I get so lucky? How did I get so lucky to share my blogging experience with the people who I love and share my stories around the world"? My blogging experience means everything to me! On February 15th, it made 9 months since I started blogging and 9 months ago, I posted my very first blog post about my room. Talking about my blogging experience and how much it meant to me is the best feeling in the world! The second blog that I like the most is my goals for 2022! When I talk about goals, I think about realistic things and things that could happen such as being happy. Yes, I would love to be happy again and I am working towards being happy again! I have been loosing weight and honestly, I'm so proud of myself! It hasn't been easy but I'm doing good on my weight loss journey and I'm so proud of myself! The hardest blog post that I had to talk about it my suicide attempt story! I remember sitting at my blogging desk and when I was typing it, I could feel tears coming out of my eyes because it was a hard time in my life but my suicide attempt is apart of my life and apart of my journey! Talking about something that I could of lost the battle to was hard for me but I got through it and I'm so proud of myself! Why did I pick that blog post or posts as my favorite and why was that blog post was hard to talk about? The reason why I chose "My goals for 2022" and "Talking about my blogging experience from this year(2021)" is because when I talk about my goals feel excited and happy because if you work hard towards your goals, you can achieve them! My blogging experience means a lot to me! When I am sitting at my blogging desk, I feel happy and excited because I love what I am doing and I love telling people my stories or my experiences or even some advice! I enjoy blogging so much!! The reason why my blog post about my suicide attempt was so hard to talk about is because I was very suicidal back then. I didn't love myself and I was struggling! In 2018, I couldn't handle it anymore so I decided to give up but I couldn't do that. I couldn't leave my family or friends and my great nieces and nephews at the time. That would be hard for me. I'm doing much better and I am getting stronger each day!! 

What is the significance behind the blog post or posts as my favorite and the significance behind the blog post as the hardest to talk about? 

The significance behind the blog post or posts as my favorite is when I was typing my blog post about "my goals for 2022", I was thinking to myself, "What kind of goals do I want to accomplish by the end of this year"? I know that I want to be happy again! I would love to be happy again but that goal takes time and I will work hard to be happy again! I will continue to work hard on my weight loss journey and making myself proud! I am already proud of myself for loosing a lot of weight! I'm so proud of myself! The significance behind my second favorite blog post about talking about my blogging from this year(2021) is when talk about my blogging experience, I think to myself "how am I lucky to share my blogging experience with everyone from around the world from the United States to India to the Netherlands to Canada to Turkey! Sharing my blogging experience and sharing my advice around the world is the best thing ever! What is the significance behind the blog post as the hardest to talk about? The significance behind "My story behind my suicide attempt" is suicide can be a sad thing. Suicide can lead to many things such as being bully online or face to face. Suicide is so sad and at the time, I didn't know how to ask for help or I couldn't say anything because I was afraid to even say anything at all! Suicide or even suicidal thoughts is hard for a person but if you don't ask for help, it can be dangerous. Talking about something that was difficult to talk about was so hard for me but I had to build up the courage and talk about it. My blog post about my suicide attempt is apart of my life journey! It's something that I'm not proud of but I can say that I got through it and I am so proud of myself!! 

Why are those blog posts so significant to me?

The reason why those blog posts are so significant to me is because my blogs tell a story or the blog posts tell something that I would love to accomplish or what I enjoy doing? What I want to accomplish one is such as my goals for 2022 is something I want to really accomplish by the end of this year. I definitely am trying to stay happy and positive but at times, it can be hard and I am trying to work on that! Talking about my blogging experience has been so wonderful! I love waking up in the morning and eating breakfast and then, work on my blog post for that day! I love working my blogs because it keeps me positive and happy! Talking about something that was difficult and something that made me unhappy was very hard for me to talk about because talking about something such as suicide is hard. I wish people could take suicide seriously. Suicide isn't a joke and people who act like they are really happy but in reality, they are hurting and they are going through a hard time. When I talked about my story about suicide attempt, it was really hard but I got through it and it is apart of me and it will always be apart of my journey no matter what! These blogs mean so much to me and they are very significant to me because I want to share my blogging experience! I also want to share my goals for this year! I also want to share what I went through because if I share what I went through, maybe people can relate to that and if they can relate to that, then it makes me very happy! I want people to know that they are never alone and that they have someone here for them and I want to be here for people!! I will always support my Shinning Star Butterflies because my Shinning Star Butterflies are very important to me and I love each one of my Shinning Star Butterflies very much! Never give up on something that you love or enjoy or what you want to accomplish one day!

In conclusion/ Tip of the day/ Question of the day?

In conclusion, talking about my blogging experience or talking about my goals for 2022 or even about my suicide attempt has been apart of my journey and I am proud of my journey so far. Talking about my suicide attempt wasn't the easiest thing to talk about! Everyone might of thought "Oh! You seem to be a happy person" but deep down inside, I'm not. I just act like it because I don't want to worry other people! I act like I'm strong but I'm hurting at times. I know that I'm strong and I know that I can push through it. I know that I have people rooting for me and I know that I have people who believe in me which I am truly grateful for! I am so blessed to start this blogging journey and I am so happy how far I have come! I am truly blessed and I can't wait to see what the future holds for me and my Shinning Star Butterflies!! I'm very excited and I am feeling very optimistic about the future!! Here is my tip and question of the day!? My tip of the day is enjoy what you love to do because if you enjoy what you like or what you do, then you're happy! Make yourself happy before you can make anyone else happy! Also, if you know anyone who is going through suicidal thoughts or even yourself, just know that you're not alone! You have a ton of people who are for you! Don't ever give up! Please! I'm here for anyone who needs support! My question of the day is which blogs were your favorite from this blog page? Which blog was hard for you to read without tearing up? Sound off in the comments down below and let me know! I would love to read to y'all's comments! I love y'all so much!! 

Alright, my Shinning Star Butterflies! Y'all have reached the end of my blog episode for the day! I hope everyone enjoyed my blog episode for today! Just know that you are never alone and you have people here to support you! You have people who love you so much! I'm here for anyone if they need someone! I will never give up on anyone! I love my Shinning Star Butterflies so much! Each of y'all hold a place in my heart forever! Don't give up on your dreams and don't give up on something that you love! I love y'all so much! Stay Gold! Shine bright like a star that y'all are! Fly like a butterfly and chase your dreams because you are going to make it far in life! I love y'all! Stay strong! Y'all got this! Praying for Ukraine as they are going through a hard time right now! Happy Monday or in other countries, Happy Tuesday! I will see y'all on my next blog episode! Your blogger girl is out! Peace! 💜💜

This blog is called "My goals for 2022". This blog post is about my goals that I want to accomplish this year! This blog is my favorite and I love it a lot!

The hardest blog that I had to talk about! Suicide isn't something that shouldn't be taken lightly. It something that you should take to heart and listen to other people who are going through a hard time!! 

The song of the week is "Dynamite" by BTS! I absolutely love this song so much! This song is awesome and it reminds me of when you want to grab your friends bring them to them beach and have a good time! This song is awesome and I love it so much!! 

This blog is post is my second favorite from this blog page and this blog is called "Talking about my blogging experience this year"! (2021) I love this blog because this blogging experience has been so amazing and I am so proud of myself!!