💙 Blog: When you close your eyes. By: Brandee Marie Darden! Date of blog: Friday, 9/20/24!! 💜 Blog dedicated to anyone who can't see the world without someone in their life!! 
Intro to my blog!!
Well, hello my Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka the Blogger Queen herself, Brandee here and welcome back to an all new weekly blog episode for today! How are y'all doing today? I hope and pray that everyone is doing okay and well! Whatever the circumstances might be or whatever the problems that y'all might be facing, just know that y'all are never alone and there are people who actually care about you and who love you a lot!! Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday!! Who is ready for an all new blog episode for today? I know that I am but first, a blog recap! On Wednesday, I talked about how sneaky can grief can sneak up? Grief can sneak up on you like there is no tomorrow! You can be laughing and cracking up jokes but the next thing you know, you are crying and thinking about the person who passed away! Losing a loved one isn't the easiest thing in the world and I pray whoever is going through grief at this moment, I pray you can find peace and comfort! I love y'all! If y'all haven't read this blog episode and would love to check it out, I will leave the link right here: →Grief. Please, go check this blog episode out whenever you can! Please! Thank you all so much!! For today's blog episode, I will be talking about when you close your eyes. This blog is dedicated to anyone who can't see the world without someone in their life!! In this blog episode, I will be talking about when I close my eyes, what is the 1st thing that I see? Why is that the 1st thing that I see? When I close my eyes, what is the 1st thought that goes through my mind? Why does the 1st thought go through my mind? When I open my eyes, what goes through my mind? Why does that thing go through my mind? Now, without any further ado or disruptions, let's get this blog episode started! Shall we? We shall!
When I close my eyes, who do I see? Why do I see those people when I close my eyes?
When I close my eyes, who do I see? When I close my eyes, the people I see is the people who care about me! I see the people who I can't live without! When I see those people who care about me, I feel blessed! When I close my eyes, I see my boyfriend cheering me on in whatever I do! Without any of those people, I would feel lost! Without any of those people, my world would be so dark! I have so many people who have brought so much light into my world that without them, I would still be in the dark!! Why do I see those people when I close my eyes? The reason why I see those people when I close my eyes is because my life without certain people in my life would be a light without a light bulb! You need a light bulb to see and that's how I feel without certain people in my life! My boyfriend has brought so much light into my world that I don't even realize how much light he has brought into my world! He is the reason why I am so happy today! He is my source of light!!
1st thing that I see?
When I close my eyes, what is the 1st thing that I see? When I close my eyes, the 1st thing that I see are my dreams! When I have dreams, I see them clear as day! On Wednesday, I was taking a really good nap and I feel like as clear as day, I can see myself standing in a classroom and teaching kids! I don't know why but I could see it clear as day!! I always pictured myself as a teacher but sometimes, I wonder if I would be a good teacher! Sometimes, I feel like my dreams are so real that if I wake up, I thought I would be in my dream but when I wake up, my dream is not there!! I would have really good dreams but I hate waking up sometimes!!
Why?
Why is that the 1st thing that I see? The reason why I can see my dreams when I close my eyes is because your dreams feel so real to you that you never want to stop dreaming! Sometimes, when you are dreaming, you see things that you shouldn't see or should whether it be good things or bad things! Sometimes, your dreams can make you feel like you are actually there and it sounds crazy but it is the honest truth!! When I am dreaming, I feel like I can see my dreams more than anything and it feels genuine and authentic!! Sometimes, when I am taking a nap or sleeping and I am dreaming something really good, I never wanted to wake up from that dream!!
1st thought that goes through my mind!
When I close my eyes, what is the 1st thought that goes through my mind? The 1st thought that goes through my mind is how many hours I get to facetime my boyfriend? When either Monday or Thursday or even Friday night rolls around, I think about how many hours me and him get to facetime! When we facetime, I feel happy because I get to ignore what is going on around me and focus on me and him which is the most important thing for me! I love when we facetime and think about how much time we get to spend together! It's hard when you are in a long distance relationship and don't know when you can see the person that you love again! For me and my bf, it is the unknown and that is difficult for us to pinpoint when we can see each other again! The 2nd and final thought that goes through my mind is when we can see each other again? Every time I am sleeping, I think about when we can see each other again and when we can hug each other! I will have these dreams and I think about hugging him and how much I miss him! I miss him so much!!
Why?
Why does the 1st thought go through my mind? The reason why the 1st thought goes through my mind is because when you are going through a long distance relationship, you are trying to figure out when you can call or how much you can facetime and for us, when it is getting close, I think about us facetiming and how much laughter it is going to be! People don't realize that we might look happy on the outside, but deep down inside, we are hurting because we can't see each other and it is a struggle and it hurts us a lot! The 2nd and final reason why that 2nd thought go through my head is because when I am sleeping, I will have these vivid dreams about us meeting each other again and I will have plans in my head on what we should do and when I wake up, I thought it was real that I never want to wake up from that dream and it is hard sometimes! When I have these thoughts about us meeting again, I just want to cry when I am sleeping because I miss him more than anything and I want to be in his arms so much! People don't realize that we are hurting but we don't show it because we don't like worrying people! It is hard sometimes but we get through it!
When I open my eyes...
When I open my eyes, what goes through my mind? When I open my eyes at times when I am either taking a nap or when I am sleeping, I think about how truly blessed I am to have people who actually care about me and that no matter what kind of obstacles that God throws at me in my life, I know that I am going to get through it! I know that God is going to guide me each day and I know that whatever throws me down, I won't give up! My dad didn't raise a quitter! He raised a fighter and I will get through whatever life throws at me!! For me when I wake up each day, I feel blessed to have people who care about me so much! Finding people who actually cares about and who won't leave you, it can be hard at times but once you find the right people who do care, then you want to keep those people in your life forever and I feel very blessed to have good people in my life!!
Why?
Why does that thing go through my mind? The reason why that thing go through my mind is because everyday, I feel truly blessed to wake up and to know that I found the right people in my life who will do anything to be there for me and to help me up when I fall! I have the right friends who support me and love me just the way that I am! I have a loving boyfriend who cares about me more than anything and who can be funny at times! I am very blessed that I get to read the word of God each morning and each night and just worship Him! I am a blessed girl and I can't wait to see how God will bless me as time goes on!!
In closing/ Question of the day?
In closing, when I close my eyes, I think about how much people really do care about me! When I have my eyes open, I think about how blessed I am! My life has been through so much and I can tell one thing for sure is that God surly has blessed me through those turmoil's in my life! I thank God for everything that he has done for me and giving me the wonderful friends, family, and a wonderful boyfriend! When I think about my dreams, I think about if God wants me to be a teacher, then it will be his will for me to be one! If it is his will for me and my boyfriend to meet up again, he will make it happen! When we are dreaming, sometimes our dreams can feel so real that you wish they were real but unfortunately, they are not and it hard!! When we do have these dreams, we want to tell people but some people won't believe us and that's hard! Here is my question of the day! My question of the day is what are some thoughts that go through your mind whether you are sleeping or awake? Why do those thoughts go through your mind? Sound off in the comments down below and let me know! I would love to read everyone's comments and respond to them as well! I love y'all so much!!
Well, hello my Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka the Blogger Queen herself, Brandee here and y'all just reached the end of today's blog episode for today! I hope and pray that everyone enjoyed today's blog episode for today! I know that I did! The moral of this blog is whether you are sleeping or awake, you should be blessed with the people who you have in this world! The people who do care about you, can be gone within seconds! Your memories with them can live on forever but you always want to remember the people that you have in your life! Always remember the good thoughts that go through your mind and forget the bad ones! Always go to bed happy because we are never promised tomorrow! We need to forget what we are going through and know that God is in control! For today's quote of the day, it goes something like this: "A Man Who Is Not After God's Heart Should Not Be After Mine". -Rentless Woman! I love today's quote of the day because if a man is not a heart of God, then I don't want that man! If a man doesn't care about God or he isn't a Godly man, don't date him but if she isn't a heart of God and her heart isn't in the word of God, don't date her! It works both ways! I love y'all and I pray that everyone will have a good day or had a good day! Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday! Always remember "Dream Big! Don't give up on your dreams" and I will see y'all on my 2nd blog page where I will be talking about having a few people close to you, what 3 songs represents my life, and what are 3 good qualities in a person? Stay tuned and this Blogger Queen is out! Peace! ☮✌💛🥰
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Today's quote of the day! I absolutely love this quote so much because if the man is not in the word of God or he is not in church, don't date him! I rather date a man who goes to church and who is a Godly man because those men are respectful and who cares about his woman!!  my eyes to old ends And open my heart to new beginnings". -Unknown, I absolutely love this quote so much because when you close your eyes, you are leaving the old beginning and focus on the new beginnings! Focus on the new beginnings and leave the old beginnings behind!  carefully at people's eye, the first five seconds they look at you, the truth of their feelings will shine through, for just an instant. before it flickers away". -Sue Monk Kidd. I absolutely love this quote so much because if you look at that person in the eye and you can what is going on in their mind, chances are they are going through a lot!! They are going through something whether it is good or bad!! You never know!!  to close your eyes. and be thankful for everything". -Unknown. I love this quote so much because sometimes, we just need to close our eyes and be thankful for what we have because those things can be taking away in a split second! Be thankful for what you have! To end today's blog episode, here is this week's song of the week! I chose "Cruel" by Jackson Wang! People can be so cruel and waste other people's time such as people can do the same thing! People can be so mean at times! I love y'all and I will see y'all on Monday on my 2nd blog page! Peace! 🩷🩷🩷 |
