ππ§‘ Blog: Where am I at today? blog by: Brandee Marie Darden! Date of blog: Friday, 10/10/25!! Blog episode is dedicated to anyone who knows my story and who has been there for me in the beginning! Thank you! ✨π
Intro to my blog!!
Hello, my amazing Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka the Blogger Queen herself, Brandee here and welcome back to an all new weekly blog episode where I talk about anything that comes to mind whether it is about certain topics like where am I at today or even bullying! How are y'all doing today? I hope and pray that everyone is doing okay and well! Wherever y'all might be dealing with, just know that I am always here for y'all, no matter what!! Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday!! Who is ready for an all new blog episode for today? I know that I am but 1st, here is Wednesday's blog episode in a recap!! On Wednesday, I talked about why we shouldn't beg people to stay in our life? One the reasons why we shouldn't beg people to stay in our life is of our mental health! If we continue to beg that person to stay in our life, our mental health will go down like the Titanic and that's not good at all! Your mental health is important!! Want to know more about this blog episode? Link right here: →Why we shouldn't beg people to stay in our life? ←Link right here! Please, go check it out whenever y'all can! Please! Thank you all so much!! For today's blog episode for today, I will be talking about where am I at today? This blog episode is dedicated to anyone who knows my story and who has been there for me in the beginning! Thank you! In this blog episode, I will be talking about if I could describe where I am at today, how would I describe it? Why would I describe where am I at today? Who I am today? Why am I the way am today? What is my advice to anyone who might be struggling today? Why would I give that advice to anyone who is struggling today? Want to know more about this blog episode? Well, you are in luck because buckle up because you are in for a treat! Stay tuned for this blog episode and with that being said, let's get this blog episode started! Shall we? We shall!
Who I was before in my past? Why was I like that in my past?
Who I was before in my past? In my past, I wasn't happy and I had the outside world putting me down and I was dealing with suicidal thoughts! I wanted to kill myself so much!! I couldn't deal with it anymore and it was getting the best of me!! I couldn't stand the fact that I was living!! Why was I like that in my past? The reason why I was like that in my past is because I couldn't stand the fact that people who are leaving me and I couldn't stand that I was living and I wanted to die so much!! I hated the things that was putting me down and I had to deal with the negative thoughts in my head!! It was hard!!
Where?
If I could describe where am I at today, how would I describe it? If I could describe where I am at today, I would describe it as a strong woman who loves reading the word of God and who loves God so much! Without God, I don't know where I will be at today! I am giving him all the glory!! God deserves all the glory!! I am proud of where I am at today! I gave my life to Jesus in 2023 and ever since then, my life has changed!! I look at things in a different view! I might not agree with some stuff but I don't judge! I leave the judging to God! I am not in that position to judge!!
Why?
Why would I describe where am I today? The reason why I would describe where I am at today which as a strong woman who loves reading the word of God and who loves God so much is because when I get into the word of God and I talk about how much I love God, I am at peace knowing that each morning, God is with me! I know that God each day is going to be a good day because of God is on my side, no matter what! I am in a different headspace than I was years ago! If I even think negatively about myself, I would rebuke it in the name of Jesus because I will not Satan get me and drag me through the mud!! I have so much hope for my God that he will not let me drown!! He will give me so much hope and I know when I have hope in him, I know that he will get me through everything!!
Who?
Who I am today? The woman that I am today is a woman of God!! I am woman of God who loves God!! I love reading the word of God and I love being who I am today!! I am that woman who loves to stay home and stay to herself! I like to get into her pj's and relax for the reminder of the evening and enjoying some water to keep myself hydrated!! I love to get at 3 in the morning and lay backdown for a little bit until it is time to get back up for 6:45 to work on blog episode or do my tiktok and make her bed! I am not a big partier or drinker!! You can find me in my bed, in my pajamas and drinking some water and enjoying some water and listening to some good Christian music!! That's who I am today! People can judge me all they want to but I don't care! That's who I am and I love who I am!! I love being the person that I am and I am okay being boring!!
Why?
Why am I the way I am today? The reason why I am the way I am today is because I gave my life to Christ on Wednesday, March 15th, 2023 and on Sunday, March 26th, 2023, I got baptized and ever since then, I go church, share sermon notes and read the word of God!! I don't care about what the world thinks about me and I don't care who else cares about me! I am not a normal 27 year old who doesn't care about parties or drinking and people might either get mad at me for saying this but I honestly don't care but I am totally against drinking! I am against alcohol and I kind of wish bars wouldn't exist because people are tempted to go to a bar and have a drink or two!! Me on the other hand, I enjoy being at home and reading my Bible and taking notes and praying to God and having some water! People might look at me as "boring" or "not fun", but that's okay! I don't care who looks me at weird!! The only time I don't mind going out is when going to Walmart or to worship my Lord and Savior aka Church but that's it! I don't care about anything else! I am comfortable in my own home and I love getting into my pajamas!! If y'all want to look at me boring, that's cool! I don't care!! I am happy because that is who I am today!!
My advice!
What is my advice to anyone who might be struggling today? To any of my Blogger Dreamers who are struggling, my advice to y'all is don't give up! I remember struggling with a lot of things in my life and I felt like giving up on my life but I reminded myself that we serve an all mighty God who loves me and who is going to be there for me, no matter what! Whatever you are going through, I rebuke it in the name of Jesus and that you are much stronger than that! You are loved by people who will help you through it, no matter what! Don't give up!!
Why?
Why would I give that advice to anyone who is struggling today? The reason why I would give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers who is struggling today or might be struggling today is because I hate watching the people who I love struggle because I remember struggling at times where I wanted to give up on my life but I had to remember that I have people who absolutely love me and at the time, we have a good and an almighty God who cares about me! When I got saved, if I can sense someone is struggling, I want to pray over them because I don't want them to go through anything alone and I want to remind anyone if y'all need someone to talk to, I am here to listen and I will take the time out of my time to pray over y'all because I know that God will use me that way!! God can use me in a mighty way and I know that and if I can be an encouragement to someone, let me be an encouragement to someone!! I want God to use me as an encouragement to someone!!
In closing/ Encouragement for the day!!
In closing, seeing where I am at today and who I am today vs the old me and where I used to be is a big and huge difference!! Before, I would think about myself in a negative stand point and now, if a negative thought ever ran my mind, I would rebuke in the name of Jesus because I know that God is going to rebuke it away from me!! I know that I might sound boring but at the end of the day, I love relaxing and I love being in the word of God!! I love listening to music that doesn't focus on the world!! I am different and I am okay with that! People want to look at me weird and strangely, go ahead! I don't care!! I love who I am! Here is today's encouragement for the day: My encouragement for the day is Be who you are and don't be ashamed to be who you are because God made you the way you are and you should be proud of the person who you are!! I love y'all!!